forget what i said.
you're only good in bed.
or on your knees.

reading all the old blogs my friends posted.
i used to be the biggest fuck up and mistake around.

i'm starting to wonder how i even have friends now.

please tell me i've changed.

tomorrow is going to be a hard day.
this time last year you were the most familiar face to me.
i saw you everyday.
shit me and megan skipped school just to hang out with you.
i miss your smile,
your hugs,
yours jokes,
your cocky attitude,
playing uno late at night on your bed,
kicking your ass in mortal kombat,
and how you used to stick up for us.

this time ( Read more... )

i really just wanna get outta waterford.
get out of here for a night at least.
hang out with people i never get to see,
or someone completely new.
me and justine could both use a trip outta here for a night.

there's so much bullshit. and drama.
and we need a break fooooo sho.

she's got shit with kevin.
and i've got shit with my mom...

i need to find justine ( Read more... )

My mom is a total fucking cunt. She's completely bi-polar and will never admit it.
in december i moved out because my step-dad is completely addicted to cocaine, and he's insane.
and the fact that he's an alchohalic makes it so much worse.
he cheats on my mom, gets really emotionally and physically abusive,
and he's left me with scars that will never ( Read more... )