um... my mom just disconnected my computer because she happened to walk in when porn happened to pop up. and i laughed because i wasn't looking at it. wow. fucking wow. the only reason i didn't close was because this girl's ass hole was gffdsgdsg open BIG. now she's calling me sick and saying i need help. wow. i'm kind of bummed.
every other time. my alternating feet touch the ground. i think deeply to myself. and ask how? every other day. i wake up to my head harboring hell. but somehow every week. love makes me feel like i matter. this time next year. i don't know but i think i'll be glad.