*cough* well im out of a place to stay again... maybe cody will loan me enough money to get an apt.. that would rock.. then i wouldnt have to worry about stupid people and i could hole up in it when i didnt want to deal with anyone... and when it gets really bad again i can cut and no one will be there to yell at me or to clean it up... just me... ( Read more... )

well im now working at a pizza place.. its kinda cool... the people are awsome.. i just got out of there infact at 5 am lol... but its cool. i mean im tired and shit.. but their awsome so its not so bad.. and ill be making bank money so that rocks too...not really sure what to write about this time.. i could bitch about how men suck.. and it doesnt ( Read more... )

i know i havent been writing all the time like i used to (kinda) but hey what the hell right? ive been kinda busy with my new apt.. and my boyfriend.. well ex now... i think... i got my first modeling job and i think the shoot is today... i have to call my photographer.. dont let me forget lol... stupid bs as far as i know with the boy.. but im ( Read more... )

seth i have never hated you, and i never wanted you out of my life, your a good person and a good friend.. i was told to stay away from you and i thought that was what you wanted... so i did... it makes me sad to find out now that you never wanted that, bc i wouldnt have just truned on my heel and walked away... i wouldnt have givin up, i would ( Read more... )

what have i done?

what the hell i did but harman doesnt like me... i feel like im pulling him away from all the people and things he loves and i dont want that to happen i care to much about him to do that... what should i do? and what about cody? i mean what am i going to do when he comes home... i want to be with him more than anything ever.. but hes just going to ( Read more... )

shit dude... in 24 hours ive almost died twice... i was on i-4 and the tire wall on my friends CRV blew out and it almost flipped but i got it under control... *grin* ( ive always been good with cars) and then not 20 mins ago my friend got into an accident with me in the car and i didnt know she didnt have a lic. AHHHH!!!! fuck dude.. both with in ( Read more... )

hey... its party time here!!! WOOT!!! anyone wanna come out a play... let me know...

to beth,
i just wanted to say that im sorry if i have offended you... i was merely writing in my journal, honestly most of the entries were not aimed at you... and if they were then im sorry but i do get upset and write as does an other person...but the point is im sorry that i hurt your feelings, or mad you have ill feelings toward me.

hahahahah excellent


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