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Love Triangle
lately ive been getting a bit worried... i feel like my brother is getting to close to my friend meg...now keep in mind she has a boyfriend... who ive been friends with for 3 years.. the same time as my brother.... now the question stands.. do i step in and say something to meg or her boyfriend? or do i stand back and watch with unapproving eyes ( Read more... ) -
new year
well it is finally 06 and all that... well for a few days now... but you know what.. it feels like this will be the best one yet ( Read more... ) -
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so some kinda wierd shit.... my roommate ryan... is cool as hell.. or atleast he wa untill he started to freak out.. no i cant go anywhere without him freaking out and throing a tantrum... no one is good enough for me in his eyes.. and suddenly im coming home to have pictures hes drawn of my and letters of love for me on my pillow.... wtf?!?!?!? ( Read more... ) -
thoughts.. yet again
you know, your pain always feels less when you look at it froma new angle.... *laughs* i have the worst want to type doth and thee... hahahha to much romeo and juliet for me... i shouldnt be aloud... it makes me think and want to write.. and draw and be alone... *Sigh* i lie.. i dont want to be alone.. i see al these happy couples and then i look ( Read more... ) -
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*sigh* went and drank with ian last night... stupid kid.. dont get me wrong.. hes a nice kid but hes into me so hes fucking stupid... OH!! ok so last night seths like what do you wanna do tonight pinky? my reply was of coarse " same thing we do every night, try to take over the world" *laughs* we finally decided to go ride go-carts.. i called a ( Read more... ) -
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im goin to party with the kids.. ill let you know how it goes...
ahhhhh to much athf...lol -
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i just keep trying to help... why cant i seem to help? -
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you know what i love about this fucking site? its a bunch of fucking kids... bitching about thier lives (including me) and trying despritely to have other people feel bad for them.. its like cutting.. as you let the wounds heal you hope that someone notices... oi vie... but this realization wont stop me from writting none the less...lol wtf mate ( Read more... ) -
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here i am again... *looks around* id ask for advice on all the shit that going wrong.. but i guess i have to look to the brite side.. right? i guess.... i hvae such a bad habit of running like hell from stablity.. maybe im afraid of it... *sighs* i dont know what to do anymore... a soon as someone says.. 'hey lets go...' im already there... i dont ( Read more... ) -
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why is it that people from my past (no matter how we parted) are bent on coming back just to ripe out my heart and stomp on it... im done.. im not going to go out of my way for anyone anymore... im sick of hurting for everyone else...