Month from hell ( Read more... )

This is going to sound awful. Like, really awful. I know that. But... like the rest of my journal, I want to remember this. It's important to remember this stuff, in as much detail as possible, so I can appreciate life. After all this is over (or as over as it will ever be) I want to be able to look back and say to myself, "Wow, things aren't THAT ( Read more... )

I don't really have time to post, but I feel like bragging. Um. Is it bragging when it's not something you actually did? Whatever.

KASSIE OFFICIALLY HAS A TOOTH.

That is all.

Life feels like an avalanche right now. Things are getting worse, and they're getting worse fast. I feel helpless. I feel frustrated and angry and sad. But there's really nothing I can do but wait ( Read more... )

Ohai gaiz, long time no yammer!

( Cut for whining, baby talk, and pictures. )

Monday after discussing the options with the endocrinologist I sat down with family and we discussed things more seriously one and for all. At that point we had already pretty much talked things through, but that was more a hypothetical, "I'm not sure what he'll say, but if it comes down to it..." sort of thing. This time it was for real. Didn't ( Read more... )

Finally ( Read more... )

...the stupidest things make me happy ( Read more... )

Had an MRI done today. It was definitely one of my worst ones so far ( Read more... )

Saturday I woke up trying to be positive, but feeling really... well, depressed. Combined with the increasing level of pain I've been having and I ended up having a fun little psychotic (did I mention that psychosis is actually a symptom of Cushing's?) episode. It was pretty much set off by the fact that my arms/shoulders/wrist got so bad I nearly ( Read more... )