i dont know if i miss him, or if i miss that connection, or i'm displacing feelings. i know, surprise surprise, emotions.

For some reason, I have out grown the online journal idea.  I outgrew putting my feeling up for whoever to see. But, looking back on all of the posts, I remember how I felt writing them, I remember wanting something out of life, and not knowing what it was.  As of now, I have been asking myself that question over and over, what do I want? Not ( Read more... )

i have to pee!!!

I am about to going running and let off some stress, new playlist with timbaland, britney, paramore, duran duran, yes, random iknow.

goooodnigh.

"Who wants to be sure about something when the adventure is exploring the unknown?"- Me ( Read more... )

a "nice guy" said, all women complain about not having a nice guy, then they go out with jerks.  Personally, if another "nice guy" tries to ask me out, i'm going to hit his "nice" ass with my moms minivan. I'm not a slutty type, I'm not a bookworm type, I'm not an athletic type, I'm not a lazy type. I do not want a nice guy. at this point, an ideal ( Read more... )

All is fair in love and war.

Now, lets tear this apart, class.

Ive know this punk for a year now. i saw him every day for three months. how the hell does "oh, i have a girlfriend" just NEVER come up?
HOW .  i mean, i'm all for secrets, but dear god. thats my trick.  FAAACCCCKKK!
how does this happen.
i guess my head isnt wrapped around it.

When the Music Television channel (MTV) was initially broadcasted in August 1981, the purpose of the channel was to broadcast music videos.  Then, they proceeded to invite the performance artists onto live shows to promote their music. After years of broadcasting evolution, the promotions have moved from the music, to the artists, to the personal ( Read more... )

gimme
gimme gimme
gimme more..

when is a refugee not a refugee anymore, when do we finish learning, are we ever safe, if there is a god how does he choose what happens to who, predestination working, will humans ever be at peace, is there a known obsession of war and celebrity (thats something worth tearing apart), why does Mcdonalds still exist, how can anyone be homeless if ( Read more... )

Anna nicole smith: cause of death= over dose
Owen Wilson: suicide attempt
britney spears: erratic behavior
Nicole richie: unplanned pregnancy
nick hogan: tramatic car accident
river pheonix: overdose
kurt cobain: suicide
phil hartman: murdered by wife
should i go on?