when I was 4 I remember getting quite the surprise and swift lesson about gluttony. I was begging and whining and screaming for yet another cream puff, not just any cream puffs mind you. These cream puffs were exceptionally delicious and every time we would go to Seattle my mom and dad and I would pick up a box of maybe 6 and eat them on the way ( Read more... )

How do I feel about chivalry, I know you are wondering ( Read more... )

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this is not good
it is bad
and i am very sad
and that is all.

I feel pretty
oh so pretty
I feel pretty and witty and gay.

 well today I am a ballerina
TALL
and graceful
standing tippy-toed
a top my house
my life
balancing delicately
while people collapse around me
messily
but there is magic
in my toes
support unwavering
and my eyes are bright, full of Lillies
and their eyes are heavy, covered with mud.
 

she was telling me stories
of when you weren't so mean 
handsome
not like polished silverwear confined to cabinetray
but like john lennon and coffee.
and bare old cedar trees
mustached and bearded the plenty o'
so new
like the boys I know
or want to know
I saw the pictures
YOU,  you glorious vibrant beauty of all beauty
so fertile and round and soft and pink
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things to do list started Feb 20 1.09 am 2008

make papier mache masterpiece

take sewing course

belly dance

learn to yodel

play piano

sell jewelry

learn how to grow and maintain sweet lush abundant garden

crochet

master my flute

calligraphy, handwriting in general

get published GET PUBLISHED...what a wonderful day that would be

love that is as pure  and bright as orange juice

You
are the most
beautiful person
I have met so far in life
what really frightens me
is that
I will never find anyone
whether friend
or lover
as alive
and soft 
and hard
and hysterical
and magical
as mysterious
and as genuine
as you

this love is weak ( Read more... )