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head spins, hands shake the mixer of no sleep and way to many cigarettes. every pound of his heart reminds him how alone he is. and all he can do is sit her and do nothing. self pitty that works or so he thinks if life was a movie he would of died already. but no life is life and thats all it is. the more he sits and thinks and does nothing the ( Read more... )

so to anyone who really care and or reads this me and nicole are over are almost 7 months and its just really hard to let go. i think what makes it worse is the fact that she hate me and will never talk to me again. its hard for me to cut someone out of my life after being with her for so long and i know people are going to say 7months is not long ( Read more... )

alright so everyone knows what i found out about my fav show. look at how old andy milonakis is http://imdb.com/name/nm1429102/ thats right he is 29 holy shit that is just crazy. but i still fucking love the show cause ill keep thinking he is 15 haha

so iam now playing bass in my friends band which is cool i mean i dont really care i alos think i might doing some vocals and also maybe piano i now have my own raido show at dcc which shouldbe fun jen is going to be showing me what to do its going to be fun iam looking foward to it on a sad note a 18 year old guy i know died in a drunk driving ( Read more... )

this happened yesterday but it means alot to me

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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