2 days since i cried on the spot ( Read more... )

It may have been years since we were actually good friends but i could still hear his voice.  And sure he wasn't nice to everyone he came across but to his friends, to me  he had a very warm heart.  His welcoming personality, the way his voice had a genuine niceness to it.  I really cant remeber the last time i saw him, probably at some party and i ( Read more... )

he calls me again.  they broke up again.  he tells me again ( Read more... )

Peelig myself off you each morning was both the best and worst part of everyday.

my heart literally hurts.
8 fucking months and my chest still hurts.

im glad he happened.  im sad hes so happy with her.  i want to be his friend.

i have a drunk crush.

and it haunts me when im sober.

i also have this fucked up crush.

and that also haunts me when im sober.

we play this quiet shouting match.  I ask questions i should have cared more to ask months ago.  instead i sputter them out as he takes the cap off his pen.  There's no going back at this point, the damage has been done.  Why am i desperately searching for the right wordds when i know inside its too late.  this is over a couple of text messages ( Read more... )

so i love him, whats it to ya?

sometimes my roomates lifestyle seems like a fucking dream.  but i remind myself that when i wake up for class at 9 they are still begging and begging to fall asleep.  She is the kind of chick you only see in movies.  hes the kind of guy you'll only find in college.  theyre intricate slobs who waste away, but yet there are so many people i know who ( Read more... )

ever do something [bad]  just to see if you could do it?  the smell is permanent.

what was he thinking? i'll never know because he opened him eyes as soon as the door shut.  Being chased by an angry dog was metaphorical.

Karma karma karma in so many different directions.

so what if i just like to close my eyes? What if the darkness is where i like to roam and not put wrinkles on my forehead about things that will eventually unfold as they should. I told him i dont push because i dont care. "I dont give a fuck" i said to him but i meant it. She makes a good point that people are gonna do what they want to me but ( Read more... )