Ok.....for those who dont know.....for a while the song "Wake Me Up When Septemeber Ends" became a favorite song of mine. So today i decided to watch the music video for it. BAD IDEA. I stated watching it and it was weird. It was this couple in a field talking and then the guy kisses the girls nose and then her mouth (something Adam likes to do ( Read more... )

My emotions were all over the place yesterday and i went to go see the Corpse Bride......i have some advice for those of you who intend on seeing this movie.....DO NOT SEE IT WHEN YOU ARE UPSET OR SAD!!!! To like this movie you cannot be down emotionally ( Read more... )

overall today has been a very interesting day.....ups, downs, emotions all over.....and the ability to pretend my mom doesnt know about me having sex is 100% gone.....she knows.....and even weird.....no lecture was attached.....something that i did not expect.

Well.....let me start out by saying that today is my buddy Foxy's birthday......the bitch is one year away from buying alcohol....w000t. Ne ways. I get to celebrate with her tonight and some time in the near future her boyfriend, Chris, and Adam are going to teach me and foxy to play D and D. This will be interesting......but i want to learn.... ( Read more... )

Lately there has been something bothering me and when i sat down to try and figure out why it is bothering me so badly i could not find a reason why. When i realized this i was like "what the fuck....how can i get so upset when i cant even figure out why i am getting upset" so i decided to just forget about it all. It makes no sense to harbor these ( Read more... )

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"

"When I needed you most when I needed a friend, you let me down now like I let you down then"

Some will get this....for others it will go right over your head...

Things are really getting much better for me. I am sleeping at night, through the night, and waking up ready to go (for the most part). I am going to my classes and paying attention in the ones i hate. I am doing my work with good quality and truely caring about school. I am also in a better mood. I am happy and i smile. Life is good. I really like ( Read more... )

Things are starting to work out and get better...so that makes me very happy. And i have gotten to see a lot of some really good friends and madison who has accepted a very special and honored position....hee hee hee....and life is calming down so i can take a chance to stop and breathe every now and then....

"No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that ( Read more... )

It is almost time.....almost time for me to smile, to be happy again....I miss him so much and it has been so hard being away from him for so long. I love him with all my heart and soul. I feel like i have been tested time and time again....and each time I come out stronger than i was before. I know that i will get my happily ever after. Sometimes ( Read more... )