When do you stop holding on to the little things...the materials things...those things that meant a lot to you with someone in the past? When do you finally go through all your junk and throw it all away. If you dont, does that mean you are holding onto feelings? Does it mean there is still a part of them you can't let go of? How long do you hold ( Read more... )

I sit at work shaking because it won’t stop and then everything people say or talk about makes me think of it ( Read more... )

You might see me on CNN becuase I met Donald Rumsfeld today!!! Yes I got to shake his hand and take a group picture with him...

:) Don't be jealous

~I had my heart broken
~We lost one of our own Airman to an IED
~I performed my first patriot detail for this airman and that was such a wake up call
~We had a helicopter go down

On a lighter note...

I took a shower with a cricket tonight and that was awesome!

Cry and don't stop until the pain is gone. My face is soaked with tears and the pain still stays. They say it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all but I think they are wrong. When I am done with this...with you...I hope my heart is so much stronger so I will never feel this pain again. It has been years since I have felt ( Read more... )

I'm blind to what you do ( Read more... )

I used to think it was selfishness...

One moment to feel alive...

Well it has been 3 weeks since I have left Chicopee and almost 3 weeks that I have been in Baghdad. I haven’t updated at all but not cause I haven’t wanted too…mostly cause it has been pure chaos here. I finally got settled into a nice room in the tent…well as nice as they get and hopefully I won’t get woken up at all since I change shifts so much ( Read more... )

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To know someone since you were little but never see them in this way. So after 15 or so years of family parties and who knows how many swims in your pool...We are here...Kind of random that it takes so long haha.