I am le sick. *shakes head*

and then there are the things that never change.

So happy to have ladies like Kira, Roxy, Regina, and my Redbreast. They make my life all rainbow bright with their coffee talk, amazing books, crazy sex stories, and simple staidness.

I used to think I wasn't all about the women (as friends). But as it turns out, they're kind of incredible to have around...sometimes for decades and beyond.

I think I can officially conclude that I suck ( Read more... )

"All those years...they were here first ( Read more... )

I am so tired of being totally wrong about people. And here's the part I don't understand: how is it even possible? People like me all of the time. People are interested in taking me out all of the time. You'd think I'd know what that looks like by now. And yet, somehow...I don't. And I buy into all the roundabout bullshit ( Read more... )

Crushes shouldn't be allowed. They eat away at you.

And then I end up staying awake at night instead of sleeping.

I hate it when people don't MAN UP

Sometimes, mostly late at night when I haven't been sleeping, I look through my old photos and miss my Net so much I can barely stand it. Occasionally I get accused of being guarded (true perhaps) and it sometimes feels like the answer is there in the pictures. Sometimes, I think that if I stare at myself long enough, I can slip back into that ( Read more... )

This is a strange season. I feel like everyone around me is either getting married or breaking up. Nothing is steady; Spring brings with it odd pressures. And I am getting pretty well used as the stable, single-girl shoulder. Come cry on me and the like. Which is fine, except that I have no desire to be in this sort of sad, rejected girls camp ( Read more... )