thanks for the hug Michael...  I really needed it... I have no one to hug me anymore.....  Will didn't even hug me one last time...

What would you do with $100?

I unexpectedly received money, and don't know what to do with it..

oh, I also got dumped

perhaps I shall put some pics up at a later date.. but for now, you can all wonder until you see me

let's see... my birthday was fun ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'50%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh 65%Shamelessness42.9%
Puts 'em on the glass 79.3% Sex Drive 50%
A fool for love, but not always77.7%Straightness3.6%
Knows the other body type like a map 44.9% Gayness 32.1%
At least one weekend of ecstacy 83.5%
Fucking Sick68.1%
Dipped into ( Read more... )

It would just be so nice if anyone showed some degree of interest in my birthday without me first inciting it.  There is no party this year, there is nothing happening, besides me going to dinner with my mom and Larry.  They get home from California on my birthday at about 4pm, and so will be fairly tired.  I am also going to have brunch with my ( Read more... )

You can't see the point of me driving out to get you, and letting you use my car in the morning to get to work?

I just thought it would be nice to have my boyfriend spend the night with me, and not have to sleep in this huge house, all alone.  

times like these are what make me turn to drugs... I'm hurting so bad right now.. and the one person who is supposed to be there and make me feel better, is the one that is making me hurt so much. I don't know what's going on, I'm so confused, I don't want to cry anymore. Where did this all come from? Why is this so difficult?

Will picked me up from work, I thought everything was fine. He said he was going home, I asked why, he said he's in a bad mood. There is something wrong and he won't tell me. What am I supposed to do? Hound him until he tells me? or just wait until he is ready to tell me? I'm confused.

I love him, why can't I tell him that?  Where have my guts gone?