Well guys and gals, it's official...  I have a boyfriend.  After my string of failed attempts, this one looks like it actually has potential.  I have been seeing him for over 2 months now, and never get sick of him.  He and I are together all the time, and have tons of fun.

I made sure not to rush him into a relationship because he had just ( Read more... )

I used to love this time of year, Christmas, New Years and then my birthday.. how could it get any better?  I should have been thinking about how it could get worse.  This was the first Christmas where I rightly felt disappointed, my father waited until two days before Christmas to ask what I wanted.  I had no ideas, so he got me nothing, and said ( Read more... )

when's the last time I wrote in here? I'm sure there should be something to say in here... but I find myself very unmotivated to write in here lately ( Read more... )

I'd just like to say congratulations to my ex, Adam, who is now a father to a baby girl.

*trying not to laugh too much*

I guess I should update sometime... I haven't been online much lately.

New years was alright.. my mom really went all out: King Crab Legs, Oysters, Caviar, Champagne, and everything else.  My family is crazy though, and apologized to Will a lot last night.  He was sitting next to my Aunt Norma, who was drunk and stoned, and she was going on and ( Read more... )

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I had forgotten about things, and moved on.. but then they're brought back up.. and I feel worse now..

so often I wish that I would just stay away from guys completely, they only cause me pain. perhaps I should just do our work experiment on my own.. either that or die of excessive urination

I am who I think I am.. but everyone sees me differently ( Read more... )

I have no desire to write anything about Christmas this year, I would much rather forget that this time of year exists.

Butters has died, I guess she had nothing to live for after her best and only friend passed away :( My guess is that whatever killed Lemmiwinks, is what killed Butters, it was sudden and unexpected, and untimely. Dying on ( Read more... )

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