In case you've been wondering...hi. yeah, i'm alive. I may be done with livejournal for good. I'm going to keep the account for posterity's sake and so on, but here's where I've been, in case you haven't figured it out already.

http://cigarettesnlies.blogspot.com

enjoy...or don't :) love you all...i think. depnding...ok...

I was going to come here and say:

Boy: Deservations for one, please.
Woman: I'm sorry, son, but you're not dressed for this establishment.

INSTEAD I'm going to bitch about how goddamn fucking cold it is outside. I'm glad I brought my jacket over to Douglass even though I was comfortable in my tank top (no bra...yeah I'm hot) and ma's old flannel that ( Read more... )

oh no. i'm going to start to be crazy again. i can feel it and i hate it ( Read more... )

Hell, there's plenty of lights still left in your eyes

I know I'm a drug addict. Would I say I have a drug problem? No, I wouldn't so say, except (and I mean this in all seriousness) when I can't get them. It's only a problem for anyone when I don't have any. I realize this presents a problem in the long run; becoming dependent on anything (or any ( Read more... )

Karma police, baby.

I love friends. I joke about not having any, but I do. Every single one of you - you're awesome and you deserve more than I (can ever) give to you.

I am proud of myself. There's a lot to me, and a lot of it isn't understood (except by ME, which is most important), but I'm not stuck. And I'm not stupid. I'M NOT STUPID. I am a fucking smart person. ( Read more... )

Would you ask someone with brown hair if that was, in fact, their natural hair color?

NO.

But it's incredibly funny.
( skip if you hate me )

I must say, I'm a little depressed. Regardless, I have a message ( Read more... )

FUCKING SHIT ,  my roommate's boyfriend sucks. We've named him Chuck as a result, although his name is really Brian. He actually has a personality unlike Matt, Theza's boyfriend, but I'd take him over Chuck any day. Chuck sucks. Fuck Chuck. He is utter bullshit. Kristin might be just as bad, if not worse. At least I only have to live with her for ( Read more... )

Ok, let's get some things straight:

1. I wish I could be totally cool with Kristin's new boyfriend living in our room for ten days, I really do. I wish I was "cool" with everything. I'm not! I'm not, ok? Why am I not cool?! Maybe it's because he insists on dominating the conversation with 'what do you call a nigger on a stick? shit on a stick!!!' and ' ( Read more... )