i dont really know what to say i havent updated or even looked at lj in forever ( Read more... )

i am nothing i went to florida i had nothing i come back to texas i have nothing i am a burden to those that surround me i have people supporting me right now that shouldnt have to im dragging these people down and they are the ones i love most i wish i could be out of there hair i wish i had a life of my own i need love to find happiness im ( Read more... )

well im finally going home everybody im going back to texas i dont know who ever might of been friends with me that really cares but im gone im gonna get home smoke some weed and play the drums hang out with my brother and the kids and get my life together all over again i dont know when ill be back and thats if ill ever be back hope people will ( Read more... )

mind space and an empty ( Read more... )

symphony ( Read more... )

nothing hasnt changed ( Read more... )

creeping ( Read more... )

they are lifeless ( Read more... )

i run for my desires its a sexual experience but theres no motive ( Read more... )

i went to the machine head show got my ass kicked it was cool ( Read more... )