Well last night was interesting. it started off with a simple idea, lets go get me drunk, and it ended with me crying for about 15 miles of walking home from rogers because i am an emotionaly distraught individual. In the middle there were strippers. lots of strippers. i didnt care for them because they just accentuated the fact that i am alone in ( Read more... )

What do i have to do to fix this. I've felt sick to my stomach over this for the past week and i cant sleep without waking up on a constant basis. i just want my friend crystal back and she wont even speak with me. i know im a fuck up and theres things that i should have said a long time ago to her but its too late to say anything if she wont

Hmmm lets see i buy a skateboard and it gets stolen out of my own fucking house or hidden by good old mom. either way im fucking pissed. if people are coming into my house when no ones here and stealing shit im going to be forced to bust a cap in someones ass.

so far ive done nothing really productive since my last post. i rode my skateboard a little i guess and got my bikes tire pumped up and didnt ride it anywhere. i ate a bunch of shit i shouldnt have ontop of drinking a chai latte that was horrible for me. Im probably just sulking because everyone hates me though and ill get over it.

goal setting time.
15 pounds this week.
15 isnt much but its almost reasonable if i get off my ass every day and do all kinds of shit while keeping a decent low carb diet.
Note to self drink lots of water.
note to self go easy on right ankle.

eh sam hates me now.(doesn't quite deserve a meh) i suppose i should care more but i dont. its not like ive known her longer than all of my other friends or anything oh wait it is nm. maybe its because everything ive ever done shes thought was fucking stupid. yeah im fucking stupid and im supposed to appologize for it. its not like ive dramatically ( Read more... )

apparently im a socially innept asshole. i suppose if thats reason enough to dislike me so be it and im not the type to say sorry anymore. ive appologized for so many things in my life at this point and its not ever worth my time if i have to appologize for just being me. yeah i make stupid choices. thats all i ever manage to do and nothing i ever ( Read more... )

today was okay i suppose. went to walmart to get a battery to find out the wire that connects the battery to the engine was loose so i had the walmart guy tighten it. he stuck his socket in there and touched his socket to where the other side was ground while he was unbolting it and my engine caught fire. it went out after the thing that attached ( Read more... )

its been a while but i finally have internet again. im going to be broke again in approximately 24-48 hours so im living it up by not spending any money on anything anymore for a while. and if you hear me say im going to go buy anything that costs over 40 dollars come kick the shit out of me.

update ( Read more... )