Haven’t updated in forever. I’ve learned good news almost always is followed by bad news. I moved back into my dad’s yesterday, what a stressor. But it is SO good to be home. The boyfriend and I broke up. More than two years we were together, it’s rough. It was a mutual thing, we need this break-up and so I thought that would make it easier. ( Read more... )

My mood is so out of control I hate it. The only time I feel good is when I take Concerta. It's sick. My therapist wants me to be put on it, my pyscho lady disagrees so fuck her, I'll go to my regular doctor about it & get a note from mr therapy. My health is horrible. I am tired ALL the time, keep getting sick on & off since October & am now ( Read more... )

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I HATE my health. So I got a really bad cold for two weeks and missed one day of work then I start to feel a little better for ONE day and BAM I have a sore throat then I wake up the next morning and have no voice. Urgent Care here I come. Sinus infection, respiratory infection AND an ear infection. Six medications. UGH! I have been taking ( Read more... )

Ugh. I despise being sick. I felt better this morning but in the past two hours I've begun to feel like complete shit again. I HATE IT. When I came home Sunday David was sicker than I so I took care of him and my sister is even worse than he is. I swear if I get that sick I will cry. I want to go home but I really shouldn't miss any more work ( Read more... )

Kelly and I are no longer friends. She chose her boyfriend over our friendship. The sad part is I didn't even ask her to, I never would. Amanda and I got WASTED last Saturday and had talked to her about 45 minutes before she was supposed to show up. SURPRISE, Kelly stopped answering our calls, kept pushing ignore when we called and then ( Read more... )

These past nine days have been so sad. I've barely seen David because he's been working his ass off to fix his truck. I cried when I had to leave him to go downstate Saturday morning even though I was only away from him for 24 hours. We spent Sunday together and we spent last night together as well. I am very emotional though. Maybe because ( Read more... )

Life is grand. Love is great ( Read more... )

I just need to bitch so I am going to do it here ( Read more... )

Oh my word. SO many people are either pregnant or engaged. People I graduated with, people that graduated the year before me. What the hell? If you accidentally got pregnant that's one thing but engaged at 19? Maybe if you are IN love and have been for quite some time but half of the people that are engaged have been dating LESS than a year. ( Read more... )