a very good friend of mine said to me today "i hope you know how much i love your friendship". i think that's just about the best compliment someone could give... and the feeling is totally mutual. but it got me thinking about past relationships i've had - friendships and love interests alike ( Read more... )

ever think about the stepping stones that lead to you to where you are right now ( Read more... )

wow. what a whirlwind of a weekend ( Read more... )

I've been feeling out of sorts the last few days. not sure if it's due to the fact my car got towed from under my nose (costing me about $300 to retrieve... along with mass amounts of stress due to my monetary situation), being under the weather and exhausted or the fact that i'm acting like i'm totally cool with this whole "being alone and ( Read more... )

i have a really hard time understanding people who posses a solid sense of self control. i lack a whole lot of it, and to be honest... i'm glad i do. when i want something, i go for it - all consequences set aside. and often there are consequences... but hey, nothing ventured nothing gained. i can't help but think if i don't just go for it, i'm ( Read more... )

first of all, i just came back to my livejournal to find a pop up window ask me if i wanted to return to my previous draft... i can't remember what i last thought to write in here, but apparently it was ( Read more... )

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y'know, i'm tryin really hard to get over my inability to show the people i care about just how much i really care about them. what a sad problem! i suck at showing the people i love that i love em! but i'm really workin on being less selfish, more aware, and more compassionate... still it seems when i try to go outta my way these days, nobody ( Read more... )

nostalgia always seems to make me wanna write ( Read more... )

what's this? am i still writing in my livejournal... six years later? i can't decide if that's sad, or kind of neat ( Read more... )