its been forever since iv'e updated. i pretty much only update in my blog on myspace now. im so excited for xmas break i just have a week and a half to get through. blah blah read my blogs on myspace if you care about any of this lol

why the fuck does everyone to maintenance to their websites at 5 am. what they dont think anyone is up at that time. and on the east coast its 8 people are totally up then. and in korea its the evening of the next day so you know they're doing shit online. god damnit. all i wanted to do was write a blog on myspace cuz i couldn't fucking sleep and ( Read more... )

so here's the deal, brians birthday is october 9th and im a birthday fanatic i plan weeks ahead and all that bs. but im not exactly sure what to get him. any generic male-present ideas? you can leave out the porn and other sex paraphernalia related ideas. other then that HELP!!

michael has scabies!!!!!!! which he got from his ex andrew who has been acting like the monkey from Outbreak for the past month. andrew has psoriosis (sp?) so the itching wasnt really that abnormal. but he's given it to michael, his mother, and another friend of his. as you can imagine michael is PISSED OFF im pretty sure i dont have it but i dunno ( Read more... )

ok im home from corvallis. it was overall pretty good i guess. friday night brian took my mom and i out to dinner then she drove home. then he had a couple friends over (ppl i've met before so it was good) and we watched a movie. then we went to bed and he passed out but i could hear shantel (his ex gf of like 2 years and room mate) crying in her ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a bit. mostly because i was on my period and being completely emotionally retarted so i waited to post so i could avoid being completley emo and dumb. anyways my clients are back from vaca so soon i will be less monatairly challenged. im excited that the summer is winding down, im ready for school (well almost) i will by the ( Read more... )

this weekend was awesome. brian and went down town to powells and looked up a bunch of quotes for our scrapbook on saturday. (yes we are making a scrapbook together kiss my ass) then yesterday we went down to the bite of oregon with my mom. which, besides being hot as hell was really fun. we're going camping tonight cuz we dont get real alone time ( Read more... )

This is one of those rare times in my life where I wish I could just let go. Start running and keep going until I collapse, or let the static fill up in my ears until there is nothing but noise. However, I lack the resources or abilities for either of the two; and it's far too late to scream until my lungs collapse, so I will write a blog ( Read more... )

my mother infinatley pisses me off by doing things when i tell her not to or not doing the things i tell her to