i am sooooo glad that softball tryouts are almost over. one more day! can't wait for this weekend... BERT, then wash my car, then Hangin out with the girls. fun fun. there is this thing for ELD that is so much fun! i am learning welch and Swedish. it is awesome. i am so going to play it tomorrow. OMG my brother asked me to get something out of his ( Read more... )

why is it that when i finally decide to tell someone that i am angry, it ends up getting spun back in my face! i told my advisors that Scott wasn't including me, and the whole "captain" thing is getting to his head, Scott gets all pissed off and tells heather that I can do things without him like i wouldn't be able to be a captain without him. i ( Read more... )

this weekend was good. i had a good time at the firehouse, got two calls, helped out, and had some good dinner.i also got to see doug who i would marry if i were 28. on friday, a lady had a drug overdose with a possible suicide. tough stuff. then today this crazy guy was having chest pains. he was crazy because he didnt seem unhealthy at all. but ( Read more... )

i hate it that every time i go to the fire station, i get the feeling like i want that as a job. its like i am 18, i could be a summer volunteer, i could do all of that stuff and when i graduate college, i could be a firefighter. but then i get all scared about crap and throw that idea in the garbage ( Read more... )

stevie is leaving. ding dong the british bitch is gone. well thats if some girl comes back. but it seems as though she is going to get fired. sweetness. if tomorrow is going to happen, i hope i dont overhear things. i hate that. i am so nervous. here i am saying i am nervous when i finally want people to notice. i hate things that are bitter sweet ( Read more... )

why was wrapping ever invented? it is the hardest thing about christmas. my brother wants to move in with his wife. not a good idea. why? because he is a total d**k and he is a slob.it will also be really wierd because they are married... hmmm. i mean i can understand why they need a place to stay for like 2 months while they wait for their house, ( Read more... )

I am really great at counting. i cant wait to lift tommorrow. all i want to do is lift. Alison, you did a really good job of scaring the crap out of me. i thought you were either some really CRAZY lady who desperately needed to buy a hallmark card, or a crazy stalker man who wanted to kill me and meaghan. then i heard your screeching howling voice ( Read more... )

I am sick of everything. I cant wait to get out of this shitty town. all i want to do is get away.

work was really fun. i got to listen to someone who is clearly from the UK and her words sound like heaven.when i hear her speak, it feels like i am in norway, talking to a true norwegian. man, i want to work with her every day. you know what also feels like heaven? putting away cards. that i would say is more of a hobby than a job.it fills my ( Read more... )

It is 8:45 in the morning. why am i awake? Ok, the grudge is a very scary movie. I sat with meaghan and Daniel almost in the front row. It was loud and scary. My mom just dyed her hair brown. she looks tight! the only problem is she will look more like an insane beast when she is pissed off because to me dark hair shows that she is saten.Have you ( Read more... )