I miss New York, you know?

Nothing is new. Everything is unoriginal. Every thought has been thought before, every dream has been dreamt before. You are nothing more than a cliché of a cliché of a cliché. As am I and everything else we know. Science has proven that nothing is original and even our imaginations have at least some sort of unoriginal idea in the dreams we make ( Read more... )

get a new name?

feel_so_lost is sort of really stupid and really ...15 of me. im twenty one now. you know? someone give me their opinion.

i'm writing you this note to tell you that i died and went to Heaven.
Believe me i wanted to stay,
but i came back to give you this note.

I saw the Gates of Heaven.
They were not the fluffy kind that i always dreamed about.

They were dirty,
gritty
and nasty,

and in graffiti,

i wrote on the walls,

"fuck the man."

i'm probably going to through this and delete everything and start over soon. I hope you are all ok with that. I re-read some things i wrote a while ago, and man i was ridiculous. theres a lot going on in my head right now, but i wont share it. i need to sleep soon. I work at mc donalds again. i hate it more and more each day. i'm actively looking ( Read more... )

i killed a bird today ( Read more... )

weaksend on the weekends.

are you SERIOUS? ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?

no.

GOD WILL GIVE YOU ALL THE DRUGS YOU NEED.

i am a scarecrow drinking concrete
weighing myself down with family secrets
more straw then bones
more hope then clothes
love songs for a nihilist
with no where to roam
fiber on my lungs, burning between my breaths.
landing on my shoulder.
pecking away at my cranium.
we, silent siblings.