so it turns out that I am still in love with Josh Carter.
and he is STILL in love with me.

rock and roll

school is out ( Read more... )

So I'm just friends with Chad. Friend with a lot of bennefits.

it's fun.

i'm getting attached. i don't like that.

so, he still calls his ex-girl friend. he didn't even call me today ( Read more... )

I'm going out with Chad Helfenbein.
i like him a lot.
Sadly, I am kind of slutty.

New hot hot heat is really good.
but for a radiohead quote.
' there there. why so green, and lonely? heaven sent you to me, accidents waiting, waiting to happen. '

Updating my livejournal because it seems this is the only place i can be really honest ( Read more... )

Journals are stupid.
I'm quitting this one also.

" feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take, reminding us how far we've come. "

the new year.
i don't respect any one of you.

and don't expect me to be nice to you anymore.

"karma police
i've given all i can
it's not enough,
i've given all i can
but we're still on the pay roll"

it dosen't matter
if i'm good enough
for someone else.