heat exhaustion
how is that spelled anyway?
debis birthday today.

i feel so fucking sick
ick. feeling

is fawns birthday may 30th?
hmm.
interesting..

yeah so i guess zao is playing in portland tonight
i want to go so bad
but i seriously have only 5 bucks to my name nad i
reallly need cigerettes
so obviously i would have about 1 dollar left
to go
not to mention ist 12$
im so sad
sniff* :(

i hate not having a fucking car.
AAHHH
i really need to get my license.
i should have forever ago
but ah no motivation.
i know i know
a lousy excuse

why the hell am i so tired all of a sudden

i feel like ive been hiking
a fucking mountain these past couple days
and all ive done is slept and smoked

oh oh a couple times
to use the computer
yeah

LUNGS GASPING FOR AIR

finally.
reach the surface

failure
is truely my
success!

well nothing
ever change?

same things to say

i have nothing to say

i feel so blank stars circle my head

a pice of rope tied around my neck

a gag in my mouth

i feel so tired and so confused
so exhausted

my humiliation is the least
of my concerns.

im sick
eew.

i think i got mono.