its one of those days
where i feel really ugly
i guess though that is how most of my days are.
i dont understand why im so afraid
i feel so frustrated and angry
i dont know why
i woke up and pulled the sheets up
over my face feeling so cold and
helpless
alone in a dark room feeling like
i feel like the drift
coming through the cracks
in the

wowee
being called a freak
is a new thing for me.
hahaa,
i was walking to the bus stop
and some random guy in a truck
was like, ' hey freeeeeeee.......'
haha

a slow fading scream out
the window..

now thats classic.

im so tired of
trying to perfect everything i work for

i have forgotten myself.

every time i try to accomplish
i look for the perfection and if
i cannnot find that then i am not
satisfied.

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wakka
wakka
wakka.

BAAARRRFFF.
eh,
i dont feel to well
no thanks to jon!!
you big jerk.

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plastic models and plastic magazines
plastic kings and plastic queens
all this seen on plastic tvs..

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