i dreamt of you. but its just so wrong. me being in your arms, my lips touching yours. those gestures, were strangely familiar. and the dream just keep repeating. and it bugs me. always on my mind. i'm getting so irritated. i don't know what to do. i'm like pulling my hair like crazy. its like just wrong for me to dream about you. i rarely dream. ( Read more... )

 old injuries back, hurting like crazy. sucks holding the pain back, but yet when i voice out, nobody cares. the pain, from my waist, all the way down, just on my left, hurts so greatly that i have this limp when i walk, but nobody ever notices.

the pain, is not something i can take, but there is nothing i can do. there is no one for me to turn to ( Read more... )

爱上不该爱的人,真的很难受.

( to you, and you know its you. )

just when i thought i did it, i realisised, i haven't ( Read more... )

 after like alot of privated posts, im back for some public posts! :D

super pissed with some people. what is wrong with them manzx. starestarestare. one day their eyes gna POP OUT from staring. we also never do anything wrong. we get silver, got do anything wrong mehs. like NO RIGHTS?! stare some more. argh. doesn't mean that we don't say anything ( Read more... )

 your change in attitude, i don't really care anymore. but i really can't stand it anymore. you were chasing me to make the payment for the tees. i sent you the table for the sizes, so you can send it to merlin, and they can send it for shipment when i transfer the money over. and now i'm told by weiren that you don't even have microsoft, and you ( Read more... )

 i just hate it when i ask someone something, and that person just return me the same question. you ask questions 'cause you want to know an answer, no? so, answer other people's answer before you send back the question. its so irritating when you just want an answer, and you just don't get it.

( just click if you a human reading lah. -.- )

 it really sucks trying to stop myself from crying. but i have to. 'cause i know, people are getting freaked out by my sudden burst of tears. it isn't good for them to always worry, not knowing what to do ( Read more... )

maybe when we patched up the other time, it was already wrong. when you gave me back the chain, it dropped in the lift, at the opening. maybe, it was already a hint, that was given, that we both made the wrong choice. i fought hard with myself, telling myself i have to tell you that i droped it. i thought you would get shock or something, at least ( Read more... )