Tim and I got a puppy! It's a little black chihuahua with white paws! I have yet to see her (this friday!) but I'm really excited. We're either naming her Cheza or Pepper. I like Pepper but tim is realllly into Cheza (b/c of his Wolf's Rain anime...haha). We were gonna name her Leela but tim said that reminds him too much of Futurama's Leela ( Read more... )

It's early. My days are beginning without me these days, but at least I am getting accustomed to waking up to complete darkness and having to fumble around the apartment (ever so quietly as to not awaken my roommate). I woke up many a time last night/early this morning because Jen's sick and she was tossing and turning and coughing and whatnot. ( Read more... )

I feel so busy although I'm really not THAT busy. I think I turn things over in my mind constantly and that's what makes me feel like I can't really relax. I am starting the whole PAN mentoring thing. I have two meetings today with two of them. They seemed really nice from the first time I met them--I hope they feel that I'm an adequate mentor ( Read more... )

It's my first day waking up at 5:50am for work and I feel terrible. I couldn't sleep till 2ish last night, although I tried from 12:30 midnight. People can truly be so inconsiderate. I know she couldn't help the coughing-every-two-minutes part but the typing on AIM, chair squeaking, walking back and forth, and hot-ass, bright-ass light was just ( Read more... )

...mochi ice cream. The green tea kind. *sigh*

...to save up 2,000 bucks for England this summer. I still have this whole year. I promise I'm going to save my work checks, no matter how meager they are.

...to go to bed right now but I have to read. =/

I cannot sit still and read. Is it the newness of the apartment? The newness of my apartment life? Reading for leisure is SO much more satisfying than forced reading, therefore I cannot do it. I just fall asleep or think about all the other things I could be doing, like reading Chuck Palahniuk or "House of Leaves", which I just got shipped to ( Read more... )

I was messing with LJ for hours... still didn't get to figure out what I wanted to do in the first place. *argh* I'm leaving it nice and simple, for now... I did get to change my comment wording, though. Woopdeedoo. I had a lethargic day of endless t.v. and computer obsession. I saw parts of "Fatal Attraction", "Men of Honor", and "Fight Club ( Read more... )

How did it that I've become an endless ocean of lies? I can be so aggressive at the wrong times yet so passive at worse times. As if I can only lash out and command those that I know I've captured, who will lift me up and dust off my knees even though I tried to take them down with me when I fell. Hard. I can't always spit out what's on my mind ( Read more... )

...when did I get so...
cynical
bitter
cold
angry
lonely
afraid
sad

...there is nothing to mourn for.
I want to say mean, mean things.
I want to be nasty and cruel and then
Smile a little.
Then I will run away
Laughing
And implode.

The End.

School starts tomorrow. I think I'm ready... I actually started feeling really good about this quarter starting by today. I sat myself down to half-ass my education summer homework (training questions I had to research to mentor my freshies) and I dragged myself to the Job Fair at Bruin Plaza to find me a job! Work study does pay more but it ( Read more... )