Things that occurred ( Read more... )

I had my surgery yesterday afternoon and everything went well from what I've been told. It's official, I have endometriosis. They removed 4 legions and left one that was on one of my ovaries and not worth the risk to remove. I have a blockage in one of my fallopian tubes and my uterus is inflamed. There is no other bad news though. My insides are ( Read more... )

Hey Mickey.

The reason I resort to breaking it off all the god damn time is because it is the only thing that promises some hope of making my life better. You cant reason with someone who is emotionally four years old. There is no budging. Firmly gripping onto anger. Am I the only one who is bothered by going to bed angry? There is no talking things out in the ( Read more... )

Fact #1 ( Read more... )

I'm getting lost in the internet. I am finding myself more and more dissatisfied with my life and seeing other lives via the internet, like a fly on the wall, without the hassle of dialogue is comforting somehow. This all started with Karen demanding silence, dictating terms of the house, along with stagnation that drives me mad. I haven't had the ( Read more... )

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2008

-Swam with sharks
-Got acquainted with the idea of being the boss of 17 direct reports
-Learned of Melissa’s death
-Took Nomi under my wing
-Faced Heidi’s biggest fear hand in hand
-Dropped everything and flew to Cali to be with my family when they needed me and am so glad I made that decision
- Decided on a major at last (Social and Comm. Service) ( Read more... )

I hardly recognize myself. I'm devastated by the absence. How can it feel like such a loss when you haven’t even lost someone?  Hurry back to me...