So I felt that today would be nice to work on my whitness and went to research and write my paper in the grass. Low and behold a tiny little ladybug crawls up onto my book and just sits there. My only guess is that she must have been interested in researching her fourth amendment rights, I mean most likely I was invading her home by sitting on the ( Read more... )

I don't have a clue on what I am supposed to do. THe question of the month is do I continue to minor in english, or settle for my criminal justice major. If I do the minor I have 9units summer school to take this summer, and 7 units after I graduate. If I don't minor, its a clean 9.5 units I would have to complete this summer. THis is if I still ( Read more... )

So currently I am babysitting, the kids are supposed to be asleep, but alas who ever goes to sleep when they are supposed to. THis family I have watched for the past 6 years of my life and the dynamics just get worse. The father is an alcholic, the mother a control freak with a bad back, the girl is 12 with the attitude and mouth of a rebelious ( Read more... )

to make you feel like a hippo. Honestly, I think that designers are purposely making clothes for flat chested girls to make people like me feel like crap about themselves. THe kittens are all gone from my house, we gave Mr. T and Garfield away this afternoon. I am busy writing 3 research papers, reading a book, and studying for a massive exam....so ( Read more... )

You think if I gouge my brain out with a spoon it will make this dull pain stop? So I am doing it again, that constant nagging on myself, I think in a sense I am becoming neurotic. I start thinking that people are judging me all the time, but In reality I think I am judging myself. I don't know, I think that I want to be just....GAH....better than ( Read more... )

Love the wig, gonna scare the pants off of doc...hopefully not literally that would be absolutely mordifying.I cleaned my room today and it made me realize what a slob I have been lately. No MORE.....I can sacrifice some sleep to keep things clean in this tiny sardine can Marisa and I call home. I came across my old journal while I was cleaning and ( Read more... )

Today was absolutely picturesque. Blue skies (with not that much smog, bright beaming sunlight that warms you up from the inside out and the outside in. And as I was walking there were droves of small butterflies fluttering their way on some journey. I liked to picture them as families taking an outing to a park because there were some who were ( Read more... )

Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth ( Read more... )

Even for someone who you have grown to hate, you don't sell them out to others, you don't give away one of their deepest and most guarded secrets. It's coniving, it's idiotic, and it frankly makes you look like a bitch.Just saying.....anyways So I am really stressed out with the entire school situation right now because 1. I have 58 total units to ( Read more... )

for things to make sense in my life. Every time I play my flute I feel so lowly? is that the right word, I fell inadequate. Like no matter how hard I try in my life I will only be mediocre. So many better players, and I will admit that I am scared that my apartment-mate will play for Doc and I will be looked on in disgust, similar to the look I get ( Read more... )