For some reason I have this need in my life to make sure that all of my friends are perfectly happy and content, that they feel no pain. So when any of my friends are down I try to take on the pain for them to make their lives better. Yet, I can't do this because you won't let me have that burden. I can take it I promise you. You may not be able to ( Read more... )

Why am I so happy lately??? It's not a bad thing I just want to know how I can go from being sulky and down to outrageosly happy, overnight. Watched Napolean Dynamite again tonight and that movie just is so gosh darn funny. Apparantly they made a short film first which turned into the basis of the film. Random, I know. So this Pistachio day is ( Read more... )

....that is until I heard this song and realized that it was the song of my life in General. The reason why I refuse to come out of the rain, sometimes at the expense of my health ( Read more... )

So even though Ihave no voice because of this stupid cold, I am so at peace its amazing. I went to Disneyland yesterday and tore the place up like a five year old high on sugar. Yet, so many things look different to me. It's like the older you get the more what you remember gets changed. It's sad in a way, but I guess thats partly the reason why ( Read more... )

I don't know if my body just hasn't adjusted after tennessee or if this cold is just screwing with my internal clock. But every morning at 5:30 sharp I pop awake and can't get back to sleep. I need more than 5 hours of sleep, especially when I am sick so what the heck is going on here. On a side note, things are finally back to normall with me and ( Read more... )

SO this week I had the interesting opportunity to go back east with UCO. now this week was supposed to be the worst of my life especially after coming off of band tour for a week. I came in with the expectation of breaking down and killing someone, or doing something incredibly horrible tat would leave me scarred for life. But God had a different ( Read more... )

If you have not seen the movie closer....then you must. So sexy and beautiful and it made me happy that I was not in a relationship, and reminded me of every relationship I have been in before. I just kinda walked out of the movie with bryan going WTF????? Anyways....Let me first say that being on break is like going into a detox program for me. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so chill and relaxing and just plain fun, barely any drama and I am so thankfull for that. I think that it is officially proven my poof couch has some drug like effects on people. Ty and I layed in that thing for like 4 hours straight yesterday. I am leaving for home tomorrow morning and I don't know when I will be coming back here ( Read more... )

and I hate that because it sounds emo. I am just dissapointed in myself because I ended up getting an 87% in my state and local government class. I could have gotten an A maybe if I would not have messed up on that first test. THis just sucks cause I know that my rents are gonna get on me and I got a's in all my other classes and.......i really did ( Read more... )

So it is finals week which means that I am completely stressed out and tired and just oh so exausted. I have finished two finals which means that I only have four more to go. This is good news because it means that this semester is almost over, however it also means that I have to pass these finals before that time will come. I am just feeling ( Read more... )