for all the worst people to fall for. how fucking great is that. whaaa. im not gonna get my hopes up this time. but i really want to. i know that this time i should look it over and ignor eveything i feel and all the signs im seeing. and its only been six days. and hes my boss. but hes oh so cute and funny.  and i know the longer im around him i ( Read more... )

i think im drepressed. i just tured 18 and i had the worsr birthday anyone could ever have. i didnt even get to see fire works on the 4th of july. the one person i can talk to about anything isnt even in this state. my fucking family is moving to tennesee so pretty much im going there too. i cant drive because my mom doesnt let me ( Read more... )

i havethe hangover shits. pretty much had em all day long. not fun at all. i think ima shit my pants and i run to the bathoom to find out its only a little turd or a fart. gay. at least i can shit and be on the comeputer at the same time.

i hate JMK so much. shes one of the fakest people i know. she only uses people for what she wants. i hate the fact that shes useing one of the nicest people i know just for weed. i feel sorry for the poor girl because she so desportly wants friends. i hate JMK. i hate how i brought her into MY group of friend and how shes so jealous of me she trys ( Read more... )

things are all right. 
i want to get drunk right now and i think im going to.
i had a date today i was blown off like always, its ok tho.
the last two days were good i guess , i just got way too high.

i just wanna pop a lot of e and smoke a lot of weed and drink a lot of booze
when i grow up
i wanna make money by doing nothing and taking off all my clothes
when i grow up
i want every little boy to jack off to my naked pictures and wish i was a whore 
when i grow up
i want to be famous and be the next big thing and hear everyone scream my name

but i think books are my only real friends now a days. pretty much that i all i do it read unless im wasting my time on myspace. i love to read, its my most favorite thing in the world to do other than making pointless things. i have too much time on my hands. well at least im not getting myself into trouble. go me. im a nerd, i know it, but im ( Read more... )

im gonna move from cali. ture story.
tony bologna and i are gonna throw a fatty graduation/kayla is moving away party.
its gonna be tight.
im moving to ohio because its for lovers haha!

its been like 3 years since ive used this thing. im surpirzied they dont delet you if you havent used it in so long ( Read more... )

there is nothing to do, oh god save me