Well reading my last journal entry made me want to kill myself. Phil was a dirtbag and he wasn't the type of guy that you could have a committed relationship with. He isn't the tye of guy that I suggest getting involved with anyways ( Read more... )

I'm just so confused with everything. I just wish stuff wasn't so fucking hard.

It's been a while since I've done this. I totally forgot about the livejournal scene. I'm all caught up in myspace and facebook now a days ( Read more... )

It hurts so bad, to like someone so much and then they just slip away so easily.

You know what I hate the most? When "people" that say they wont tell anyone anything if you did something for them that you would never do ever, tell people. Make jokes about it too. It's like fuck you, you guys are assholes. Why the fuck would I ever think people could be quiet about SHIT like that. Ughh oh my god. It gets annoying. I would never ( Read more... )

So yeah, haven't done this in a long time. Alot of things have happened. Monique disappeared to camp for the summer again, and she was here for the weekend with her friend. I miss her, she is like the only one that really understands me. She makes me happy to know I have a friend like her. I love all of my friends, don't get me wrong. Just I used ( Read more... )

Yeah I havent updated this thing in a long time. A lot of things have been going on ( Read more... )

Long time no update. I haven't updated this thing in forever. Alot of things have gone on, some good, some bad. Today I was thinking about how everyone seemed to be so happy being with a boyfriend, and it made me want to be with someone. Then other events have gone on where they sit home and mope around because they dont have one anymore. That ( Read more... )

Wow, long time no update. Things have been pretty good lately. My cousin Danny from Georgia came up for Thanksgiving. I haven't seen him for 8 years and he's in the marines. He was in Afghanistan a year ago and we never know when he is going to be shipped out. I never realized you could get so close to someone in a matter of days the way I did with ( Read more... )

As you all can see, I deleted all my journal entries. As I was reading them, I cried, laughed, and wondered what the hell I was thinking about ever being with trevor. Dude, now that I look at it, I don't see how I could put up with him or believe anything he said. See now I would much rather be alone then be with someone who made my life hell. Yes ( Read more... )