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Tired of constant setbacks
I don’t know how to keep going forward at this point ( Read more... ) -
A confession
Sometimes, with how bad my joints are getting, with how bad my pain is, with how bad my memory is getting… if maybe I should… before becoming too much a burden… -
Moving pains
One of the things I always hated about moving, is the alarming frequency that things just vanished ( Read more... ) -
MFF
I found out a prominent furry was raped at MFF today. This con has always been a shitshow ( Read more... ) -
Lost my job today.
Due to the ongoing strikes, I’ve been laid off indefinitely.
The only reason anyone kept me around was my income, and that’s gone.
I don’t even qualify for UI.
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Old hurts
Just watched a video about a guy who’s stuff was accidentally tossed into the trash, because building maintenance went into his apartment instead of the actual evictee brought up some old hurts.
When my family threw me out because I couldn’t afford $250 a week anymore, while in college, they threw out everything I hadn’t taken with me, from our ( Read more... ) -
Childhood
Growing up I had a pretty not great childhood. Yeah, I know, most of us didn’t have a great one. And yeah I know, some had it worse. That doesn’t make my experience any less however.
My mother was pretty neglectful. But only towards me. She would be amazing around other kids, but I was basically on my own. When I’d have problems at school, her ( Read more... ) -
I hate feeling like a constant burden
Having a chronic illness, being half crippled, and having mental illness... I get why my “friends” always end up leaving me. I’m just “too much”. I deserve everything that’s happened to me. The abuse. The abandonment. The pain. Being robbed. It’s all because of me. I don’t deserve to feel safe.
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Another rough night
I love waking up to anxiety attacks. Even after all these years I still have scars. I wake up and all I can think about is how my “friends” and “family” ended up failing me. From my therapist trying to molest me, to when I was assaulted for “acting faggy”, to being stalked, harassed, robbed and assaulted at fur meets and conventions, only to have ( Read more... )
