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not being able to sleep, then going into a mini coma shit needs to stop. My appetite has gone to hell also. Hm ( Read more... )

Think it is funny when someone who is fucked up on pills, has the nerve to talk shit about a problem I once had to other people. I thought I pushed all of those shitty people out of my life. Time to do some more spring cleaning, well, winter cleaning in this case ( Read more... )

I guess I am an asshole now. It is for the better. Fuck you and what you want from me, I am not helping anyone out anymore, besides a select couple people that I hold close to me, that would do anything for me ( Read more... )

My friends fucking dying.

What the fuck gives? I can't take it anymore. It is honestly tearing me apart. Rest in peace Erin.

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any bitching I've done ( Read more... )

Is amazing. It feels good to feel attractive again.

=)

wish I knew what was wrong with me. I am so lonely, I feel like I have no one. I keep trying to be strong and tell myself and others that I am fine but it only works for so long. Nothing is fun anymore, it hurts just to crack a smile. I feel so ugly, so low, so empty. I have nothing to offer anyone but myself, I don't feel like I am even good ( Read more... )

Every time I start feeling content, something ruins it every time. I noticed I have been really angry with everything lately. I used to have really bad anger problems all of my life then I learned how to control it, and to let things go or block things out these past few years. It has finally all added up, I have been so angry, instead of being ( Read more... )

I am too happy right now. I can so get used to this.