It builds me up. And then I do something to fuck it up, and I'm not back where I was before, but feeling sick and stupid and weak all over. Always. I don't even know why most of the time. And it makes me feel worse than the lowest peice of shit you could care to name. This all sounds like angsty crap, but its real, so fuck you, mister. I don't ( Read more... )

Things are begining to slow down...looking for a job sucks. Having one will suck more. Doosh doosh doosh doosh doosh doosh doosh doosh doosh... Maybe you know whats on my mind...Maybe you want to come... maybe you should contact me if you wanna come...

I saw War of the Worlds on acid about 3 or 4 hours ago. that shit put me on edge. Me and Toast got back to his house without flipping out, thank fucking christ. A little bit of a binge is in order. Problem is, if i do this tonight, I can't let myself binge for another month. Hey, at least I try to be smart about it, but then again, this is only ( Read more... )

Belgium sure is a beautiful place. I've spent the last few days of my trip in a small university town called Leuven, where I spent two summers as a child. Coming back tomorrow, can't wait to see you all ( Read more... )

I just bought some more weed, and got fuckin' juiced by the chick at the counter. She gave me twice the weed I paid for and twice the hash I paid for and a second hash cookie ontop of what I asked for. Anyway, I think I'm in love with the Netherlands. Everyone here can operate in english, and it isn't to hard to understand the signs. The ( Read more... )

My father and I spent 2 hours and 80 Euros in the Pink Floyd coffeshop yesterday. I smoked 6 different kinds of marijuana and 7 different kinds of hash. I asked for kif and was told the Dutch don't do kif. But they gave me a free gram of ice hash to make up for it, since we were such good customers. I'm frightened to smoke it, ice hash is that ( Read more... )

I'm in Amsterdam right now. I have been called many things before, including pothead, which I honestly don't appreciate, as i consider myself a marijuana enthusiast, but there are some American POTHEAD burn-outs here that quite frankly frighten me. But enough of the terrifying realities we are barely able to ignore each day, onto the weed! The ( Read more... )

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