sometimes i just wish that i didn't feel at all. that my emotions would go take a flying leap and not come home for dinner. i mean, does it have to hurt this much, still?

i hate being sick. its like no matter how bad you might think things are in the world, being sick just about tops them all. i have the flu. its 5am and i can't sleep ( Read more... )

you get her smiles
i've had her tears

just live your life everyday to the fullest. no matter how much you get hurt.

I just spent the evening with my parents and middle school teacher and her husband. class reunion but only two of us arrived. cheese is good. especially blue ( Read more... )

the world keeps turning. but today I get to see Trey at Albany. I am so excited. happy new year.

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I want to be back in the forest, wake up to the sound of the wind in the trees, back on the trail.

Life: that thing that happens just when you think all your plans are set.

God i am so angry right now. LJ ate my post from yesterday but all for the best becuae now things are more clear anway. so the job didn't work out. The jerk who told me i " wasn't a team player, didn't caer about what other people had to say and am a know it all" bascially chased me out of the job and his office. I want to believe that theres more ( Read more... )

So i start work today training for my first actual job related to my college major. Scary exciting. Crazy, but tomorow morning i have to be there again at 4am to 'learn the morning shift and get the children out the door' or something. I'm not much of a morning person so we'll see how it goes, but i have hopes this job will rock ( Read more... )