its been almost a yr and I just realized that I don't love the man I'm with even though he's the father of my daughter. I don't know how to tell him it's over.it will kill him he wants to get married but i'm just not happy anymore.how can I tell him it's over but he'll still be able to see his daughter? that's my problem of moment
god help me.

hey everyone,

it's been awhile since i've posted..not that it matters no one ever reads it..i've been busy with my daughter..I finally had her on june 17th 2006 she was 8lbs 2oz and 20 1/2 inches long her names Tiana Nicole ..and she's the most beautiful girl in the world. well I guess that's all laterz :)

Felicia

here I am at 26 weeks the baby's moving alot and kicking but that's ok she's healthy that's all I care about and yes it's a girl her (or so the sonogram said) her name will be Tiana Nicole or if it happens to be a boy his name will be Gabriel Adam. i'm excited though people think i'm totally nutz because I don't want to take any type of drug, just ( Read more... )

I don't write in here much somtimes i wonder why I even have it I doubt ppl read it ( Read more... )

hi everyone..been awhile since i've posted..oh what the hell lol no one ever reads mine *shrugs* just gonna vent a little..my Great Grandmother Lucy passed away Tuesday aug 30th. i'm trying to accept it but it's really difficult. she was a big part of my life when I was younger and i'm going to miss her alot ( Read more... )

well its another summer day in kansas..cloudy and lookin like rain. well i've done somthing I didn't think i'd ever do..I dyed my hair in purple streaks..(mind you K-State) purple. it looks interesting that's for sure. my boss wasn't too happy but in my opinion she can go fuck herself cause I don't care anymore i'm 18 and it's my hair and we have ( Read more... )

it's april 25..I had prom with phil on april 23rd the best night i've ever had..thank you phil you've alway's been there for me and I hope I have been there for you..madeliene and david you also made that night special you 2 are an awesome combination and I love you both..madeliene you are now considered my sister and friend. now to you phil I love ( Read more... )

not quite sure what to write it's been awhile since i've even thought of updating my journal. well i'm back with Jai hopefully for good this time. i'm happy with him yet I still feel a pull to somewhere else..not to a human...but to a lifestyle, I have been thinking about joining one of the military branches, but i'm not sure yet it's somthing i'm ( Read more... )