i lost another battle.

i wish i was older.

then my problems might be easier to solve...

i will never, ever, ever understand why guys do what they do.
so i might end up getting hurt,
i might end up crying,
once again.

i really really don't want this to happen.
how much worse could this get??

oh yeah, his birthday is on friday.

there are so many ways in which i wish i was different.

when i'm with you
the world moves by
as if
we were the only ones alive.

♥

i haven't felt this good in ages.
my stomach is full of butterflies
at times i feel short of breath.
my mind is wandering
thinking of you.

pure enjoyment.
seriously.
i don't know if i've had that much fun in the last month.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE my friends.
list?haha
+andrew
+chloe
+adam hart
+brandon
+nick
+maria
+nate the destroyer!
+jon this down
+chad
+kyle
+matt

seriously.... i could go on.
<3lots of loooove

matt a. is my hero.

i don't deserve friends this good.

love makes the world go round.
but im starting to think its the hate.

my friends decide to ditch me to go to someone else's superbowl party.
am i like hated or something?

i guess its like that.