today coffee started to feel like a drug again and work didnt feel as long as it normally does, krista got me harry potter *chocolate frogs* and it finally stopped raining...

i am not drinking coffee because i dont really like it anymore right now. grrr

everyone switched rooms at ante's house, so now i have my own room so i dont have to sleep on the couch. i practiced driving today and almost crashed and thought the police were going to pull me over. it was so scary.

the strokes concert was in the most magical place ever and there were sparkly bugs hanging from the ceiling that looked so cool. krista and i ate french fries at a little booth and drank beer in an alley before we went inside <3 <3

im excited to go see the strokes because it will be something fun to do ..........

last night i had so many dreams that i dont even want to sleep anymore because waking up is so lonely. and i also dreamed that i won something on the radio............ tHEN.. today when i was at work i did win something on the radio and i told the dj and he said *maybe your dreams come true*

maybe just that one........

its new years eve already and a year went by and a lot goes on but nothing happens and now i am nowhere and i am bored and where is krista? i dont know, she doensnt answer the phone buttttt maybe something fun will happen tonight or maybe i will light a sparkler ...* by myself and sit in the rain or talk on the phone and wish i was somewhere else ( Read more... )

And I’d like to think that it’s out of fear ( Read more... )

build a bridge made of pain
send my longing down the drain
have no reasons to complain
if there's a way

i wish you wouldnt lie

*love, erica

i never wrote that i went to west virginia and i miss it there so much. i had fun for a whole week and got to see what life is supposed to be like and then i had to come back to the rain and doing nothing all the time and missing everything. everyone said they wanted me to stay and i wish that i did for at least one week longer because i just waste ( Read more... )