it hurts but i dont want to let it go, if i keep thinking about it i'll probably burst crying, i dont' want to... the knot hurts but i want it there, i want to keep it there so it keeps hurting me, only crying will relieve me from it, but i dont' want to cry... i'll let it stay there and become even more cold hearted...

Josh said when you've hit rock bottom the only way to go is up ( Read more... )

The last piece of crap i'm kicking around lately is just waaaaaaay too stupid ( Read more... )

EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS HOW MUCH I'M IN LOVE WITH CHOCOLATE, DARK CHOCOLATE ( Read more... )

so i introduce two of my best friends Katie and Galo, they end up liking each other. Start texting each other behind my back, and by this i mean talking about me... Katie gets drunk and tells Galo one of my other best friends Mark is influencing me to lie to her telling her i can't hang out with her tonight cuz i have a flat tire, which is true btw ( Read more... )

this boy, somehow i got too close to him, too attached, too fast... and now i can't help thinking about him, wondering, wishing he'll call me, wanting to see him, just wanting to hang out, call him... i don't know, what happened? i have no idea ( Read more... )

I remember saying "hah Robert broke up with me! haha" yeah right, i was fine until the next day when we both confirmed it and decided it was the best thing to do... and now i feel a little bummed, even though i know this would happen...
hmmm, there is something terribly wrong with me huh?

I ruined friendships, as usual gave in to something incredibly stupid, hurt someone and now that someone hates me, and sure everyone else hates me too ( Read more... )

someone told me all i want is attention... is that true????
i don't think i trust this person as much anymore, used to be my best friend, but holds absolutely everything i say against me, brings up everything i say or do... i don't know
anyways it mey be, guys.... seriously what about guys...
some upset at me because i'm talking to someone else, even ( Read more... )

until i realize i could just screw everything and forget anything...
every single side is pulling me over
my dad all of a sudden feels lonely and like he should be the supportive father he never was, and so now he wants me to find a house he can buy for us to live in, i feel like i'm just playing along with it, i'm too old to be looking for a house ( Read more... )