That I was told I had to move...I started packing but I'll move for realz tomorrow. I guess real move won't happen until I can get everything packed & hire movers but I'll try to get it done this Friday or next week. I need to go buy a mattress & bed tomorrow. I'm so glad I was prepared and knew she would just tell me I had to go like this is just ( Read more... )

Today Levi had her bone biopsy. I'm still keeping the faith ( Read more... )

This is my mantra. I survive each difficult day by reminding myself that it will be better. It does not matter what I do or I don't do, unhappy people will always be unhappy but that does not make it easier. Trying to be there for someone who constantly pushes you away is hard. Trying not to engage in constant negativity is hard. Focus on good ( Read more... )

I've lost 20 pounds! Trying so hard to stay on track but this is really hard. Needing some time away from my job & feeling really burnt out ( Read more... )

The good: I'm officially down 16 pounds with 50ish more to go. I started working out today and I'm making time for more yoga & exercise ( Read more... )

Today is Friday and i've already lost 4lbs. I'm so excited for me even though I'm miserable not eating all the bad food I love. I just keep reminding myself of the end goal & what I want more than anything for myself ( Read more... )

I'm super excited for my appointment with the diet Dr tomorrow! If this doesn't work or they can't help me I'm booking my appointment to Mexico & buying a,plane ticket. I'm so over being fat. Tomorrow is the start of my new me and I can't wait.

When you want and need to have a deep conversation with someone and they are so angry & sad that you can't ( Read more... )

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My life feels very lonely. My sexual life is non existent. I'm finding it very hard to trust anyone & find myself wanting to be introverted. None of this is the me that I know & love but I guess I am caught in wasteland for now ( Read more... )