okay so ( Read more... )

this has been stolen from so many people ( Read more... )

Maybe its your "love me now before i die" outlook because its obvious to me that life isn't at all deserving of you [urgency]. Or maybe its the fact that when youre around, even though you drive me fucking crazy, everything is fine. Or perhaps because every once in a while you look at me like you mean something that there are no words for and i ( Read more... )

i had a terrible nightmare last night that you were insanely happy

most of my other nightmares have come true as well
so its not so bad

aint life grand?

this weekend sucked

i have to tell myself to breathe. otherwise i might forget because its not that important anymore.

to make a long story short, my mom wants me to apply to Harvard (which is ridiculous) so that i can live at home. which defeats my entire purpose for wanting to go to college. 

i have come apon 3 seemingly insignifigant quotes at different times with in the past year that are continuously looping about my mind ( Read more... )

"Water, down through a thick smog of thought and humanity, hits the ground defiled. This is all we know of God. These selfish truths settle in a layer of ash over the city. The metro can no longer actuate [revelate] because all of these words mean nothing while you are in my head. xoxoxoxo. Gone in the morning, it's who I've always been, yet I find ( Read more... )

feministReject: why so glum, my love ( Read more... )

time dictates necessity which is the catalyst for destruction

after spending time at the grave of someone i love dearly

well i guess i finally understand

there is so much here worth saving

am i the only one who sees that??

life is not fair

it

(brings Tears to my eyes)