this journal is getting deleted soon because it reminds me of bad times

new journal= yrbreath_wasted

i have a new journal...but it isn't pretty yet

so fucking wait

...comment if you want to be added ahead of time...to beat the rush when im finished

i figure that i am not fucking miserable when i can actually sleep at night...and latly i fall asleep soooo early

so thats good

( recent events/future memories )

i wish that we didn't have to go about things this way

i wish you knew what i was up against

i thought i should share

( the beautiful virginia landscape )

its about time that i said this is stupid

stu'pid adj. 1, lacking ordinary activity of mind. 2, inane.

playing dictionary is fun.

i wish there was a way to disappear without going anywhere. and then you can know what people really think of you. ya know, for the record, or whatever.

my plans this weekend (operation self-destruct) didn't work out so ( Read more... )

so i dont understand why one is labeled "sick" when they dont want to go on being unhappy ( Read more... )

okay so its like this...

my parents definantly want to move back to RI at the end of the year...but they said if i want to stay till i graduate then we will...but its up to me

i love my friends out there and miss being in a city where i have history and i want to be near my sisters and the new baby...but

i dont know what makes me want to stay

wouldn't it be funny if microwaved foods caused cancer
and then the whole world lightened up a little
hahahaha ohh you and your practical dreams
break your heart everyday until you die
because youre scared of someone else doing it
just once

my horoscope said today that i should write a love letter to some one special...thats a laugh

( my darling someone... )

fuck you

yeah fuck you hard

i fucking love you

California in february!! yesssss