Comments | feministicynic: cruel and unusual.

feministicynic

cruel and unusual.

Aug 20, 2003 22:46

well, i got into a little disagreement with my parents today about bob ( Read more... )

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Last one swimdude207 August 22 2003, 07:05:43 UTC

Well this will be the last thing you hear from me for a whil. I've posted on my live journal and I hope it explains everything. please don't e-mail me or call me until you are done finding and fixing yourself. If you do I will read it but unless it says the words I'M BETTER! I won't respond. I've decided I'm beyond repair and you will read about that on me journal. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I truly am. I guess that I will hear from you sometime.

Please don't let this stop you from sending that book of thoughts that you were working on. Doug

Re: Last one feministicynic August 22 2003, 13:35:23 UTC

indeed, you shall receive it.

i don't think you understand exactly what i'm trying to do here. i need you in my life, but i'm losing what little control and self-respect i had left. so i need a break, doug. just a little time to compose myself.

please understand that this isn't entirely because of chris. it's that coming home and talking to people from hawaii is sucking all the energy out of me.

i love you. which is partially why i'm doing this. it's not fair to you to have me come on the phone every night and cry to you about things that i'm sure are hurting both of us.

you said in your post that chris was an out. try to think of this as my out. i still want you, but instead of finding myself, i'm losing myself.

i just need a little time to sort my life out. it'll be a couple of weeks at the most, doug. just give me time.

Re: Last one swimdude207 August 23 2003, 03:28:23 UTC

I understand