so, yeah ( Read more... )

andi wanted me to post, and since i love her so much, (and, because she's temporarily crippled) here goes ( Read more... )

man, it's been a while since i've updated ( Read more... )

this is the final week of hockey season, which i'm a little bummed about. but i played well this season. i inquired about mary washington's hockey program and i recieved a questionare in the mail. i keep thinking, "just give me one more year to make myself better...then i'll fill it out." hence the post-ponement of sending it ( Read more... )

okay, so...i kind of get where bob's coming from. but i'm finding it hard to deal with how he's choosing prospective partners. it's none of my business though, i guess ( Read more... )

well, i had this long post written out about how badly it sucks to see bob moving on. i talked to ebi before i posted it, though, and she kinda changed my perspective ( Read more... )

i'm starting to feel that urge to cut off all my ties to hawaii. i mean, i love you guys, but it seems that all our conversations ever bring forth is this ugly bitterness inside me ( Read more... )

well, for those of you that know what's going on, i still need time but i'm starting to smile a little more, i guess. i know i'm not completely okay yet, because i read bob's lj that said that he was still trying to see chris and i spazzed a little. and that's fine. i just need to learn how to cope with that. this is his out. i get that. he's ( Read more... )

well, i got into a little disagreement with my parents today about bob ( Read more... )

okay, so i talked to stacy.  she helped me fix everything ( Read more... )