Comments | feministicynic: putting me in my place.

feministicynic

putting me in my place.

Sep 13, 2003 23:29

well, i had this long post written out about how badly it sucks to see bob moving on. i talked to ebi before i posted it, though, and she kinda changed my perspective ( Read more... )

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heyz anonymous September 14 2003, 04:09:37 UTC

hey imma like that too... i mean like... i always needed to hear the *i love you* and if i didnt... i figured he didnt care... but yah... it's a sucky flaw in our character to have... oh welsh... but you knoe... i agree wit yer fren... you both need to heal... because it's like you're trying to heal an injury but somehow you end up breaking that same leg when it's still trying to get better... kinda? oh welsh... smile mandy! things will get better!

: : : tace : : :

Re: heyz feministicynic September 21 2003, 02:44:38 UTC

yeah, it's one of the more difficult habits to chuck.

we do both need to heal. whenever i hurt myself, i always find some way to smack the bruised elbow on a desk, etc. murphy's law...

love ya, kid.

psuedo_kiss September 14 2003, 04:29:06 UTC

i am the queen of reassurance. and i rarely get it. insanity. things will be fine manda dear. take it one day at a time k? <3 you.

feministicynic September 21 2003, 02:40:20 UTC

insanity, my dear eboni, insanity.

one day at a time, indeed.

i heart you.

mandy

Ebbi's right swimdude207 September 14 2003, 22:44:20 UTC

I want a future with you. I do. But I need to heal and live in the HERE AND NOW in order to be whole enough of a person to be able to have that future. I don't like wanting something so bad that I make myself ill and this is the second time that it's happened. You know full well it's a main reason I HAD to end it with andreana and why I didn't do a long distance thing with you. I want a future with you. But the future is the future, and if I don't take care of myslef now, I may not have a future. and I'm not talking about suicide, I taking about the emotional and mental parts that need to heal. I'm sorry if it seems like stringing you along. That's not my intent and I would never want to do that. I'm sorry

Re: Ebbi's right feministicynic September 21 2003, 02:49:54 UTC

i know that's not your intent. i guess sometimes it's a little hard not to string myself along. it was really hard losing you. maybe part of the whole stringing along bit is that i'm trying so hard not to lose any more of you. does that make sense?

i do want you to move forward in life, but i still struggle with you moving on in life. there's a difference, you know. i understand that i put a lot of pressure on you...more than i'd like to admit. i just try so hard not to let you drift away. is that so wrong?

Re: Ebbi's right swimdude207 September 22 2003, 02:28:52 UTC