I'm still feeling very depressed

This is the first time in quite awhile that i have felt truly happy, on a deeper level. Obama is the next president. It couldn't have happened at a better time. We need change, and I really hope he can come through and be an FDR type of president. Although I am excited and inspired I'm not going to rub it in Republicans faces. They should know by ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I will have been home a week and i still dont know what to do. I worked a little this week, which helped get my mind off stuff, but I'm just bored and lonely and miss my best friend. It's weird because when i talk to him i picture exactly where he is in the apartment, or walking to steinway street, or in the subway. i dont know if that ( Read more... )

so it seems like whenever I'm home I write in this bullshit. I'm generally depressed when I'm home ( Read more... )

so i leave to start my semester in spain in a few weeks. I have my visa. Luckily I'm in a dorm (thank god). i miss ryan. i feel weird looking on sites that contain pictures such as facebook, myspace, or even good old fashioned lj, and everyone always has like an album of them making out with their significant other. am i weird for not having any of ( Read more... )

I am so sick of working. But i really am enjoying the money. Ryan isnt coming out for my 21st, but i cant really hold it against him. south carolina is pretty far away.

six months. crazy. crazy FUN!

Could i get any more bored? Ive been home 9 days and im ready to do something else. go somewhere else. do something. bored bored bored. i bet this will make me fat.

On the upside, I have been able to read for leisure.
On the downside, all the books so far have sucked.

Everything is sort of ridiculous. Not to mention boring. I always feel so shitty when i come home, its nice for like the first two hours, after i hug everyone and pet my meows and take off my shoes. its lovely being able to walk around clean surfaces, i always have some sort of footwear on at school, even in my apartment just cause i have this ( Read more... )

Goin' to Az tomorrow for break. It'll be nice but I'm still stressed out a bit. I'm basically just going to be doing homework in a new location...hooray. And my sister wont be there. And no one is on break. I'm going blind and not feeling that great about it. I'm so proud of myself for not drinking tonight, driving that long hungover is not fun. I ( Read more... )