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an interesting turn of events
ok so i know its been a while since i writin in this blog and for what i know no one reads this shyt i aint never got anything interesting to say.... so the question is why write in this damn thing anyway....i guess to let it out to the world who seems blinded to my blogs that i have turned a new leaf i changed something in my life i thought i ( Read more... ) -
Road trip ......
well like i always said if i only knew what my ex really wanted it would be a hole lot easier for me to just move on i mean this has been an on going process and i frankly am to tired of it all... i thought when she got the balls to tell me how she felt things would be alot better but shyt the way she said it was like her slicing me open with a ( Read more... ) -
so what.......
i am so tired of not sleeping not eating im turning my self into something im not and for what for someone who doesnt even care what the fuck is going on with me she calls and makes me feel even worse. last night was the worst i mean some days are better then others but last night was our anniversary or it would of been.... i know i was the only ( Read more... ) -
hey everyone.......
i know youll be proud to know that i most likely passed my mid terms it was so easy : )~ -
its been a minute.....
so i here back at my moms last thursday i went back to my old apartment to try to come to a conclusion that it really is over my problem is that i couldnt see my self walking away from some thiing or someone i love so much but its time to let it go the more i try the more fucked up i feel. my ex says " Its not like it for ever " but i dont see the ( Read more... ) -
dang........
she tells me that im not giving her space and that even though i am not there i call and texted and instant message her well for the record i do but not as much as she made it seems i texted her back when i missed her calls i instant message her when she online after she says hello and yet im not giving her space what ever she is one confused ( Read more... ) -
So I Tell Her ........
i am on the phone and yet again i sit there and ask you what is going on are we over or no? i honestly need to know already. it not fair to live like this if i knew i wouldnt be hanging on like this serious i just want to be happy again and i found that im not bad looking and some one if not her eventually will love me. im not saying im looking now ( Read more... ) -
everyone please tell me what you think
ok every one please read this is a conversation between my ex's sister and i ( Read more... ) -
last night ........
while i was watching tv i noticed the time and said to my self right about now you should be getting ready to go to sleep and then i do some thing that i told my self i shouldnt do .... i told you that i missed you and then i was to afraid to hear if you felt the same so i hung up and about an hour latter she tell mes she misses me too. i wanted to ( Read more... ) -
today wasnt so great.....
lost in my emotions stuck on the way i feel for you...... i still dont understand what is going on between us. everysince you told me how you felt like you needed time you have been calling me and just being nice and me being to afraid to say anything and stop and ask you i have just been listening to you and hear you tell me those word i so long ( Read more... )