I just came up with something revolutionary with the help of my dear friend Amanda Cheong :) I found out that i'm scared of the fact that I'm growing up and that I'm being forced to grow up faster than what I want to. I was forced to grow up way too quickly especially after what happened to my parents when they divorced. So much responsibility ( Read more... )

I know what i must do now. Actually i've know what i've needed to do for a long time it's just that i'm too afraid of what'd result from my actions. it's like i'm trying to keep all doors open, but then it's just not possible. As I open new doors to newer experiences some doors just close automatically... And what bothers me is that some of them ( Read more... )

I really like this song because it has so much truth to it all... Where is the love in this world? All we usually get to hear is how bad the world is and how miserable we all are. Maybe part of it is because we don't want to know how good everyone's lives are, i dunno... if you didn't know you can listen to music videos on launch for yahoo so go ( Read more... )

:) I don't remember being this happy in a long time... Despite all that's been happening and all with my parent's going to court, despite i had to watch ashley lose 0-6 0-6 yesterday in 90 something degree weather, despite my falling off my unicycle and hyperextending my wrist... SHE SAID SHE'D GO WITH ME TO THE DANCE ( Read more... )

Man... this is a perfect song for what i was talking about in my one entree... if you don't know which one that is then you might want to try signing in i guess... yea. I hope Ashley doesn't know about this ( Read more... )

LOL... i don't have much to say about IHS homecoming cept that it was pretty good. And i guess i need to thank Joyce for inviting me and being my date :-P So thanks a lot Joyce even though she spent almost the entire time making fun of me and my blue shark t-shirt. I can out of my house right... and the first thing i heard from her when i got into ( Read more... )

I wish that people would just tell me or kick me in the butt if i'm doing something wrong. If i'm not being very nice just tell me or i'll just go away but still be your friend afterwards. I don't like goign on not knowing what bugs the heck out of people...

There's a lot more to life than just the grades we get in school. I hate it how everyone is so stressed out right now about it all and here i am with grades which are decent but not like miraculous like theirs. I dunno, i guess i'm starting to get sucked into it all and starting to get a little worried. Too much to think about. But seriously, is ( Read more... )

WE MUST MAKE THIS LAST YEAR ONE TO REMEMBER AND ONE TO LOOK BACK AND SAY THAT WAS THE BEST YEAR OF MY HIGHSCHOOL LIFE!!! Course right now i'm not doing too good of a job with the school work and stuff but it seems like i'm getting closer with all my friends, talking to them about stuff we normally wouldn't discuss, and plus it seems like i need to ( Read more... )

anyway... last night's party was pretty cool. I learned how to dance however i was also the joke of the party -_- So many jokes were made about me it was kinda interesting. Didnt' end til like... 11 and i went to bed at 12. Had to go to a soccer game the next morning so i woke up at 6! Course, I was nice enough to wake up my good friend ashley at 7 ( Read more... )