ARGH... i'm goign to make two journal entrees because it's goign to sound like i'm two totally different people because everything is so... up and down like lately. My sister just really pisses me off sometimes and it's like... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Everyone at school thinks that she's perfect and all and i should tell them that they need to live ( Read more... )

WHY ME

Why did you take her away?
You took her without having my say.
All I can do is to sit and pray.
Pray that she

People are sometimes too darn depressing. Not that i mind that they can feel like they can tell me and stuff and i love helping people out, but there's more to this world than just school, college, careers, and all that other junk. Like, I've been told that the only thing in life worth living is to love and to be loved. Success in school and ( Read more... )

What do you think of this... i know it's kinda old but hey! i want comments

WHAT DO I DO?

Not knowing how to begin at all
I decided to give you a call.
I said that I wanted more of you.
And that I did not know what to do.
I was waiting for you
With nothing to do
I don

Lately life has been a little crazy, but i think it's partly because of the amount of thinking i've been doing. I really need to learn how to relax and enjoy the moment sometimes. So many things are goign on right now though, and i'm afraid that i'm goign to mess up and ruin everything that i've worked so hard to obtain. Maybe i'm just paranoid, ( Read more... )

Oh man... i haven't already been keeeping up with my LJ but you know what happened. Since my parents are divorced i'm working between two computers and i was at my dad's when i created my LJ. However, when i left and went to my mom's i forgot to sign off this computer so i was unable to work on it while i was at my mom's house. Anyway, these past ( Read more... )

Today was quite an adventure if i do say so myself. Well, maybe i should start with last night. I was at badminton open gym at the Irvington community center and then about 9:00 i look at my phone and notice that i missed 10 calls!!! I thought it was something important but it was just Meishan and Ashley asking if they could crash at my house >_< ( Read more... )

well it looks like i've caught up somewhat with technology and am now starting a LJ. -_- Like i have the time to do so but i'll be tryign to keep it as updated as possible.